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Friday, October 19, 2007 9:05 PM

darn it...

Damn la. Today i am oh-so angry sia..no it should be depressed. I flunged ALL my subjects. Heart pain ehs. I feel so so so down...nah i did not cry la...flunged nia...but still heart pains. Imagine i will be saying this to you.

"Be seeing you guys in 3E3 next year".

I am dead sure. Its oh-so impossible to lift up to other classes. Did i regret for not working hard? Abit. I admit i am lazy and oh so whatever. I worked hard in the last minute which did not help me at all. What shall i do? I wasted my courage just to get back the option form to change some orders. And now? Flunged.

Okay i failed 1 subject. Which is MATHS. Almost everyone passed that subject, yet i failed. What am i going to say? Say that i am bad at maths? Of course NOT! Its entirely my fault for not working hard. I am tired you know? Real tired..i wish i could just shut my eyes and leave.

Mummy did not say anything. I know she is sad. She is worried. She will break down to tears soon. Felt that i am a bad daughter, that kept making my mum sad, angry or depressed. I aint like my sister, who is born to be hardworking and clever.

"I will never be like her. Never..."

Since all subjects are borderline... + 1 fail. Dont expect me to be happy. Its hard to cheer up. I just need to walk on the road that i made. Even though.. its hard.

Sorry for those i throw a temper or being so..oh whatever today to you guys. I did not mean it.. iam just really depressed...dont worry i will get well in saturdays and sundays. Thanks to those who cheered me up.. directly and indirectly. Thanks to Frenchfries! Shi Min(indirectly) , Melody (a little) and to the others to add jokes in...i shall be going..to update my site ba...