Crimson Red , monotonous grey

Friday, December 07, 2007 1:50 AM

Xmas Feelings

Hi hi back!!! sorry for the no updates kind of thing. I have been busy + i have not bought my textbooks yet =.='''' die liao lor. Anyway whats with today's title? It isnt xmas yet right? but i am looking forward to it!!! I mean i only celebrate it once with my friends and rest are families. Arggg but now my family got some problems (maybe?) i might passed this year xmas!?

NUUUUUUUU!!!!

Xmas is like the most happy event of the year (new year is great too) I can get presents from this. (present minded me) most of the time is i give my family, nothing more, no exchange. Makes it kind of lonely. many many people like my online friends are already hinting each other about their xmas gifts =.= kinda quick eh? Me? nah even though i am "present minded" but i dont care that much. Just a "Happy Xmas" will do for me XDDD

Maybe i will play games during xmas...ahahs..really nothing to do. Life became boring sometimes. And many heart wrenching things come. Arggg how i wish everything would be fine! Oh one more thing! If anyone smses me, please tell me who are you. Due to..my handphone broke down so i am using another.....haiz. Suan ler ba. Anyway i am used to stuck at home already O_o people say we would want freedom at this age but i dont give a hoot about it. Hahas.

maybe my thinkings were slow? hahas. I thought of school next year too. Hows gonna be like? At least my friends are with me. But maybe i wont be happy. Because, i dont feel that they really treat me as one. but i am used to it already. but finally i thought of something for my xmas this year! i am sooo shocked hahs... what it is? aint telling ^^ i think that keeping it to myself will be sweeter XDDD Yup then i found a nice song from 183 club (i rarely notice them) but due to a game i think the song is not bad. i better dont put the song or else you ppl think that i am siao liao. @.@

This year...if it could snow...(impossible) hahas...i am thinking tooo far. Anyway our thinkings must go wild so it will be fun right? but rarely people contact me these days ok maybe its good but that makes me feel bored. now i know wats bored? i am used to it in the past but now some things changed so..now.. XDDD Hey how come the whole post is about myself!? hahas...maybe this year i will make an online card or something...but its like soo...duh~

After much things...maybe this year's xmas..i will be at home again.