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Sunday, January 11, 2009 6:21 PM

Status : ILL

i am sick now. got a slight fever... perhaps due to i somewhat overthrow my emotions during saturday. somewhat let my alter ego out , so if i made any one shock or angry , truly sorry. its just something important to me yet its lost. oh well.. lets get on to the happy things?

i finished my chinese homework but i cant study physics due to my mind cant concentrate. thus when i am playing games , i kept getting trashed. haha.. anyway no one reads my post anyway. but hopefully there is. oh well , next monday , gonna stay back for banner stuffs. i am worried for the banner and the juniors doing it.

i am afraid i might throw my anger at them.
i am afraid a sloppish job is done.
i am afraid they might think "sloppish so what? not like tania going to scold us"
i am afraid i cant face the other seniors if a bad job is done.
i am afraid we cant finish the small frames.
i am afraid..

i might fall during monday due to being ill.
i cant fall. i am so worried. worried of the banner stuffs , till its stressing me. yet anything to do with art , i hold it in a high position. its my pride. my only pride left. the others have been stepped and battered by the others. i have nothing left. i am afraid. i am worried. i am really really stressing out.

so lets get on to other stuffs.
the Status of bookmark project.
so you might see ya name on it. dont flame me haha.

Mei Ling : planning
Si min : hair problems
Kah yarn : woohoo.. redraw =.='''
Min Xue : I CANT DRAW HELLO KITTY HAT.
Agatha : planning

so thats the few seniors who will get it. well.. why? you guys would knowsoon. i aint bias just that they helped me in some way of another + did a good job with it :D a few juniors will be selected too :DDD its a big list so i need to think it through.

gotta go. its a long and stupid post right? whatever. i gotta get drawing. :D


and.
what i am truly afraid of..
is.
my alter ego. which something i safely guard for years.