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Tuesday, January 20, 2009 10:13 PM

Stress , godammit

Its pretty depressing when i look at the guides banner. ITS NOT FINISHED YET. its like oh geereat. gotta finish by tomorrow and i am getting all stressed up. what to do? it seemed like impossible! and also the teachers and other people are definitely angry with me now. *emos*
how i wish i can finish it tomorrow. i cant afford to slow down. even if its gonna kill me, to hell with the banner! i am gonna finish it BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.

+ those test kept coming. SS was suppose to be on friday but suddenly today it was announced that its tommorrow. homg. tomorrow , theres chemistry mock exam! holy macaroni! 2 big subjects... it badly wanted to kill me that much? geez i envy those who can study at school.. while me stressing up all the way. my health gone bad , not willing to eat , cant concentrate in class etc etc. i just felt like sleeping for 1 whole day!

*stressed* no time for games nor cging. all i can do is doodle on paper. i cant even do a proper piece! theres a picture which i attempt to draw 100 roses on it , i stopped due to i saw my mistake. but i am going on anyway since its hard work in it. + i can barely make the arigato cards. felt so busy + sick. how i wish i could make it quickly and see their happy faces. *likes people when they are happy* sigh sigh sigh. i need help with maths.

+ today's amaths stuffs , i got so frightened that i was like gonna just walk out of the room. (i aint gonna cry haha) but i just sorta brace myself. my goal is to at least score 1 mark. *sigh* this chapter is harder than i thought! what i got are just the basic which is way pathetic right? sigh i guess i have no hope. yet i kept this will of "as long as the end is not here yet , dont give up"

oh well. i will try.

+ my left hand's fingers are getting sore already... sigh it hurts to draw yet i cant stop. sad eh? i tried drawing the realism eye but sorta fail. if ya wanna see , just ask me. i can show ya haha XDD

so why is this post so long?
ITS BECAUSE I AM MAKING USE OF THIS POST TO RELIEVE STRESS!
SHIOK AR!