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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 6:48 PM

Mutters and?

Control is the key. I need more self control , i need to be more patient than getting angry so easily. i did change , but in what way? i dont know either. What i know is that i am tired.. studying and more studying. Its quite hard to breathe at times but the teachers are worse i say. they worked much more harder than us.. so i must do my best too! (in both temper control + school)

sigh. i cant get emaths. i dont know why but i cant concentrate? Okay thats okay in one part. Lets look at another pint of view : I can concentrate + understand (or so it seems) Amaths but not Emaths!? what in the world is going on? lets just say i am the wierd one. Luckily i can cope with F & N but the harder part comes later so i must brace myself. I would hope that i could get at least a B3 for F & N. It will definitely help me in pulling up my marks. My english is fine too , thats lucky but i know the fact that "O" level english would be harder.

sigh sigh. what can i do about it? work hard of course.

Physics and Chemistry is hard for me. i gotta brace up and study instead of doing it in the last minute. well i know the fact that i am dumb thus i have to start early. i believe working hard would help.. if it doesnt help.. then i will surrender to fate. Otherwise i am going all out. So i got to change from my attitude first. *change change!* (hocus pocus? haha)

I need to draw better too.. poly is like next year. i cant stop my steps anymore. I have to move on.. but i dont have the motivation nor support. theres no one to give me comments and critiques for my drawing in a higher level (except for the "wow" its good) not saying people is lower standard than me. there are those who are better than me , just that they dont see it. they kept thinking the "at one glance , its beautiful" kind of situation. i have to work hard on myself.. its hard but i have to. i have to. i have to. i have x10 < short cut

sigh. i shall stop.. its time for my bread goodness dinner :D
seeya! (its indeed another post of stupid stuffs)