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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 8:40 PM

Should I?

Should i learn to spare a thought for others?
i wish to , i want to but whats blocking me?

Should i have apologised on what happened today?
i wish to , i want to , but i cant.

Should i just be honest about what happened today?
I want to , i want to , but i cant.

Its not a matter of pride or anything. Just that i have several reasons thats stoping me. Pathetic right? perhaps those are just excuses to cover my pride. But this time its not , as i ache when i could not apologise , it is definitely not a bunch of excuses. This time , everything is real.

but i felt unfair. why should i understand and take sides for them when they cant do the same for me? Do they understand me? no. They did not even try. Perhaps i am asking for too much. Perhaps i am just some sick and pathetic attention seeker.


perhaps , i am just a lowlife.
a pathetic lowlife who wants someone to notice her.