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Thursday, April 09, 2009 7:54 PM

My heart broke

how long has it been since i feel this way? years perhaps. i kept quiet and positive about everything. even though i felt the pain many times but i hold it back. i told myself "why cry over spilled milk?" "why regret?" "just pass on". i thought that i am strong enough to feel oblivious to the pain but i was wrong. i was very very wrong. after all i am a human. i think too highly of myself. despicable.

the strong ones are those who cried. they cried for their wrong doings and learn not to make the same mistake again. they know how to face up to the reality thus they are strong.
those who try not to shed a tear are weaker ones. they hold back and comfort themselves. they may seem strong on the outside but they are nothing but cowards. who fear to face up to reality.

no offences mind you. but this is the ugly truth. we have to face up to this fact one day. but even if we face up to it , it does not mean we will change to it.

well , today is the day when the results were announced. obviously from what i see , not everyone is happy. In fact , majority are unhappy and started wondering how they scored badly. only 30 humans out of the whole level passed overall. the rest just failed it. how great was that? no let me correct it , how depressing is that?

there are humans who cant be bothered with it. and there are ones who felt neutral and the last category is for those who were really depressed. so which category are you from? well so how well do i score? not very well. despite passing 5 subjects but i was ranked at the back. reason? its pretty obvious. MATH.

dont wonder why a math could pull me down so greatly. my marks for math is atrocious. and my other subject were all just borderline passes. obviously i will fail with flying colours. if you happen to dsilike me in some way or another , its your time to be happy as a lark. because , its rare to see me score this badly. class position is ridiculous too. now laugh humans. (if you want to)

so what happened to me after this? obviously i reacted to what happened. but dont worry , i did not over react. i jsut reacted as normal , feeling displease and disappointment. i wonder how am i going to finish my art piece when i am feeling so down and mixed up? i will try though.

now congrats to those who pass though. hope everyone would carry on working hard.
and i here needs a break.
another effing long post. complains anyone? eg. compositions , chimology..
hey they start with "C"s!

or praise? (highly unlikely)